..day 37..
took the car out yesterday
five weeks on the drive as
i laughingly call it here
bit of a track with steps
up to the church behind
my journey was non essential
the only breaking of rules so
far
no not far
just to blast the engine. nothing
on the road except my neighbour
in his pickup tied with string
no one in authority
stopped me
and it felt like the best thing
ever yesterday
until hood up and over i watched
the live stream
then laughed so much with messages
i phoned and we laughed some more
together
despite
to spite
the trouble
yet
the worry remains
horribly yes so horribly
horrible